It strikes again

Well, boredom strikes again. So I’m just gonna blabber to you guys about what I’ve been thinking. If u don’t want to loose 2 mins of your life, don’t read on.

You know, people judge and people are judged. Have you ever wondered how others saw you?
Would u change yourself to please them? Or just to make them happy?
Would u go the extra mile to make your enemies love you?

Well. I judge. Quite harshly really. My opinion can really change the way I act around a particular person or group. But really, I try my ultimate best to go against that feeling, and to actually communicate the people I don’t want to hang out with.. And so, I push on and push on. Not saying I am some saint. But really, I try my best not to make that person feel ‘unworthy’ of my friendship.

Then, I realize that, that person doesn’t really know and appreciate the amount of effort I actually put in. And so I go on this downward emotional spiral of self pity.

“Why do I even try”

So then I take refuge in the word. John 13:14

Now that I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also should wash one another’s feet.

This verse probably explains itself. We have been put in this world to serve. Without exceptions. And if I complain, wouldn’t that be going against what God has ordained?

Then I ought to make it right. To change myself, and the condition of my heart. To be more submissive and humble.

And so I encourage you guys to do the same too, to go ahead with your life as humble and submissive human beings as I try to do so too..

Thanks for reading. Sorry I’m not sorry that this post is more of a mummy lecture more than anything.

Peace out deuces.